Things he didn’t know:
1. He didn’t know that he was on my mind all the time, even in my sleep.
2. He didn’t know that I loved him the moment I saw him.
3. He didn’t know that I really believed it when I told my friend I was going to marry him 30 minutes after we met.
4. He didn’t know that when we accidentally went ring shopping, I was shaking because I was so happy, not because I was scared or nervous.
5. He didn’t know that I was looking into inexpensive wedding locations and ideas so we didn’t have to wait so long to get married.
6. He didn’t know that I only nagged him about what he ate because I was selfish and wanted to keep him around longer.
7. He didn’t know that when he looked at me with his beautiful blue eyes I melted inside.
8. He didn’t know that it broke my heart to be away from him for even a minute, so our long weeks apart were torture for me.
9. He didn’t know that I felt safer in his arms than I ever have in my life.
10. He didn’t know that he taught me to truly love, and then took it away.
I will miss him always.



